Yesterday, with some apprehension, I admit, I attended a local NET lifeline event.
It was loud and crowded and social All things I don't necessarily like. Plus, it went from 5-9, which is a long time. Anyway, I went. The moment I stepped inside I was immediately battling feelings of fear, apprehension, and anxiety. It seemed to be a time of firsts, because the two NET leaders I talked to had never done it either. They were extremely nice and made me feel better. The night started with very loud songs sung by a live band, complete with a guitarist, electric pianist, and drummer. Next, two NET leaders battled in a couple Minute to Win It games, which were pretty funny and also pretty impossible. After that, we finally got to mass. By that time, I had a killer headache, but leaving right before mass would be a big no-no. Our priest was pretty cool, because he seemed to come right out of a Lord of the Rings movie- he had a long, square beard, was bald, and had a British accent. Plus, he was funny. I left right after mass, but after apparently there was more singing worship. I don't know why, but for me it's impossible to pray when people are singing. I need peace. And at that point, my throat was pretty sore and it almost hurt my head to talk, so I just decided to leave. My experience wasn't bad, but I don't think I would go again. It seems there are two different types of Catholics these days: those that want to connect with modern teens by throwing large, almost party-like worship sessions and intense social gatherings, and those who prefer to worship the traditional way. Like a typical introvert, I lean towards the latter. I think going to a NET Lifeline is a good experience for any age at least once, but I won't be doing it again. ~Ki
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